hilitehead

Finally a time to relax and reflect. What a week it has been! What a month it has been to what feels like a whirlwind of crazy beautiful busy learning theory experience friendship kindness meeting new people, opening a film club, writing long essays, collaboration adventures, catching up with old friends, writing writing then marking off, taping souvenirs to my wall, losing then gaining and walking running jumping twirling until the soles of my feet ache with pain. But happy pain, I enjoy it. I enjoy seeing my ideas come to life and the intrinsic little moments when all the hard work pays off. Today was one of those moment days, with so much simultaneously in bloom, yet also so much treading on the fragile as if one thing could ultimately jeopardize the next. But this was just my anxiety. There was a moment when I let loose of the tight grip and everything seemed to flow. Let the change happen, keep in good spirits, look at your reflection, avoid men who wait to pry, and watch great films, I miss my basement. By keeping in my warrior resonance, everything turned out for the better. I sometimes like to envision myself as living in the 12th century among the young Temuujin, Borte, Anuujin queen and warlord Zev.

But above all, I love how this semester is progressing, I adore all my professors. I’m learning a lot, and most importantly, learning to forgive myself. And yes to HiLite.Film Club. Today marks the first day of my film society that I have newly formed at my school, and now it will go viral. I will designate a category for the club on my blog in the coming days, so be sure to check it out! Students and professors are vanishing with spring break around the corner, and I look forward to a relaxing coming week of inspiration, creation and rest. How was your day?